Today marks a beginning, and possibly an ending of sorts. The mind is a wonderful thing, and what I'll write here will be something of a mosaic, fresco or photograph of what I am thinking. For better or worse, what is created here poses a risk, but I was long ago encouraged to take risks in order to make the painting better.
A longtime friend is dying in a hospice facility (of her choice) in St. Paul. We are very dissimilar personalities, but perhaps have learned from that very fact. For 15+ years she has grappled with cancer, and the good fight she has fought is nearly over. She has kept the faith, and she is ready. And I am hoping that it will be today, on the feast of Nuestra Senora Santa Maria de la Guadalupe Reina de Mexico y Emperatriz de America. Tomorrow (Santa Lucia) or the next day (San Juan de la Cruz) would be just fine, but i lean towards today. And she is very ready, so no need to delay. But not for us to decide, just to try always to be ready.
In the many years I have worked in hospice, both in Southern California and in Central Minnesota, I have always known this: the mind is a wonderful thing. What else enables us to create anything? Well, I guess we have to include the heart.
Designing the visuals of this blog has to be understood as a fluid thing, a work in progress. It will look better in time, I promise.
Congrats! Now you have obligated yourself to keep it up. Good. It keeps your mind outside of your self.
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